December 2009
7 posts
two thousand nine, you werent so fine.
wow i feel like i went through a whirlwind of emotions. somes highs and lows. i cannot believe its coming to an end. there was an end of friendships and lives. but im thankful for the new things that came into my life, not things i meant people. those who are there to listen to me whenever i need a person to talk to. well to do an overview of everything that’s happened:
was a freshie now a...
Difficulty.
I’m struggling to get to where I need to be.
I need the motivation to push me through everything.
Why are situations making everything seem harder than they should be?
These differences are taking a toll on me and I do not know how to deal with it.
There’s not a good feeling inside where I feel any relief.
Each day I wish for a miracle to happen just hoping the pain will go away.
The Truth.
why is it difficult to tell someone no? people just try to avoid it and make up excuses. well excuses just make things worst because once the other person finds out the truth it just progresses into a huge deal that doesn’t need to happen. Finding something out through someone else just hurts because you weren’t the one to tell the person. To be straightforward just let the person know...
My Mind is Somewhere Else.
it’s hard to focus during this last week of school before winter break. i have too much to look forward to and i’m thankful for it. my christmas is going to be spent with family as it should be but we’re going off to mexico not much of a “white christmas” huh? well i know how people say Christmas is their favorite time of year but do they really think it is if they...
“Just remember, the same as a spectacular Vogue magazine, remember that no matter...”
– Chuck Palahniuk
Annoyance.
Sometimes there are those people who bug you just because they do certain things. Once you reach the boiling point of when you can’t handle it, what should you do?
The only thing I have is music.
